Friday, December 12, 2008

Stalker, peeping tom, follower to flasher

I have become a bit of a blog stalker. I know that they call it following. But some of the things I read gives me such insight into the writer's life and thoughts that I feel like I am a peeping tom or a stalker. I think that is why I have become reluctant to blog myself. Some of the things I think about blogging are very personal. Not personal in the way that would be improper to share, (like a flasher) but personal in the way that they will reveal things about me that perhaps I do not want to even know myself. So for those of you who have been after me to blog, I am working on it. I know that blogging makes me feel better when I have done it. But blogging is like going to a counselor for me. It is good for me,but it brings up stuff. Viva la stuff. Pain can be good when it leads to growth. Over the years I have spent a lot of time and money trying to grow but it seems I have become an expert at burying my stuff and growing rounder. So my fellow stalkers, be patient with me I am trying to dig out of my stuff.


J said...

While I miss your blog posts, I understand where you are coming from. It's hard to acknowledge all of the "stuff" and even harder to put the words down even if it's just for you to read. And maybe worse is the fear of being judged for where you are coming from (and headed to) on the weight loss/fitness journey...Blog when you are ready and know that friends are here for you, even if you don't blog. :-)

KC Mom said...

Hey you...good to see you again.